Category: Spiritual journey

  • Healing Prayer

    Sometimes we forget that God has a hand in our lives. It often seems we can go through live without noticing his presence. The promise of his love and presence is with us though. I talked with my kids the other day about how God loves us and how important…

  • Giving my Testimony

    Today I will talk to a larger Christian group of Thai people at a cell group gathering. It is the first time I speak in front of a bigger group in Thai without a translator. Strange, because I used to lead worship in Thai for two years at a Thai…

  • Driven towards a longing (part 2)

    Another experience I had with six was a dream. It was a recurring dream. With the dream came high fever. It also scared me enormously. Back then till a view years ago I didn’t understand what it meant. For a long time I didn’t know that it had to mean…

  • Driven towards a longing (part one)

    I was about six years old going to seven. It is along time ago and I can’t chronologically put together all the pieces of my spiritual journey. One day (I guess in heaven) God will help me put everything together and I will see His hands in my life. There…

  • Spiritual development

    30 years ago God called to me and I followed that call. Something very simple changed my life forever. Back then I didn’t realize the implication of that call. It was something very simple but still hard to explain. I remember sleeping in my bed, then waking up in the…

  • Doubting faith vs. doubting God

    I’m reading the book "Finding Faith" by Brian McLaren. It has been very interesting so far. He ponders questions like why there are so many different religions, different forms of believes and views. I enjoyed to read about atheism, agnosticism and pluralism. This morning, while enjoying coffee in bed, I…

  • Still here

    The heat wave has arrived in Chiang Mai. It is often up to 40 degrees here and it is hart to think while you feel that your brain is being fried. Today I was doing the book keeping and realized once again the wonder that we are still doing what…

  • Is God for us?

    There are a lot of people claiming God to be with them in their endeavors. Some go as far as justifying wars and killings by having God on their side. Does God take sides? Does He not have his own ways? Reading through the old Testament it seems that God…

  • On life

    A friend send me this quote. We were talking about normal, weird and crazy people and also about work in the kingdom of God. The thoughts kept flowing away and I thought I just post it here."Normal is nothing more than a cycle on a washing machine" – Whoppi Goldberg…

  • Leviticus

    My plan to read through the bible is not a speed reading contest. I believe to understand God and His plan better is to read what happened in the past. This morning I finished Leviticus. It leaves me thankful that I wouldn’t have to bring the sacrifices the Israelites had…